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Thursday, January 28, 2010

PAST LIVES FLASHBACKS

PAST LIVES FLASHBACKS
January 28, 2010

One can experience spontaneous flashbacks into other lives. I remember a dramatic experience that almost brought me to my knees. A friend and I were looking for buttons for a piece of clothing she really liked in a store that had a large selection. My eyes fell on a large, white, oval, pearlized-type button framed by metal of a baroque design. I gasped and found myself in another lifetime during a very powerful experience as a female. I was standing on a small balcony with my arms stretched forward toward a huge crowd of hundreds of people below. A bright light was emanating from a device that looked exactly like the button, which I was wearing in the center of my forehead over the third eye. Perhaps I was a priestess of some sort. Purists will say that it was a flashover into another life because all lives are simultaneous--and I would tend to agree because conditions had to be just perfect for such an experience as this. However, I use the term "past lives" because that is the term used by most people who think of time as linear. I was brought back from the experience to present time by my friend asking, "Are you okay?" She said I had turned pale and almost fallen. That experience remained with me for hours. Days later I went to purchase that button and wore it from time to time in private, pinned to a ribbon headband.

Had an emotionally painful flashback on January 1, 2000 (the first day of the 21st century according to some). That day I discovered I was more in love with and vested in a man I had been involved with on and off for eight years than I realized. We had spoken before Christmas and he wanted to see me, but since he was dating only one woman, I told him he'd better be true to that relationship. We teased each other a lot over the years, but I expected him to call me for a visit over Christmas. When he didn't, I called him on New Year's Day to wish him Happy New Year. That's when I discovered that he and she were living together. Honestly, the anguish and grief I felt when I found out shocked me! I ranted and raved four days before finally calming down enough to write him a letter expressing myself. Fortunately, I was housesitting and alone during that time. The flashback happened in the middle of one of my tirades. I was yelling a question over and over again. All of a sudden I found myself with him in another life on his wedding day. I was yelling the exact same words, something like, "Why did you do this?" I was of humble background, but he and she were of the gentry, upper class. Before I left that room, I cursed their marriage with no children--actually, no children ever, which means in any lives. After learning that in another life I had cursed them with no children, I immediately withdrew/lifted the curse I had placed during that lifetime. I strive to live "with good to all concerned and no harm to any" this lifetime, but don't always succeed, of course. It was obvious that I had "powers" during that lifetime and used them--as has been the case in many lifetimes. The power is the same; it can be used for good or for evil.

I was "goggling" myself and others by name a few weeks later, including the man I still loved, and discovered he had not told me the full truth--in an unusual way, I might add. All of a sudden, without my seeing a listing for it or pulling it up, his Dallas County marriage record flashed onto my screen. Normally, those things aren't available through Internet in Texas without paying. Quite unusual! No doubt some "unseen ones" had decided I needed to see it. I had already suspected because of bleedthrough between his life and mine due to our strong connections. This confirmed it! This man, ten years younger than me, had married a woman four years younger than him, a woman too old to have children (at age forty). And he had called to ask to spend time with me only weeks after his marriage. As one might suspect, I have a past of sorts with this woman (whom I've not met this lifetime). We have been close in eight lives; the man and I have been close in nine lives. There's much more to the story of my relationship with this man, but it won't be revealed here.

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